Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Last Night

So yesterday morning I couldn't make it to the gym, so I went last night.  And I have decided that I just don't like it.  It seems like a social hour, which, you know I'm cool with that.  Just not for me.  I found myself frustrated at how everyone was having a good time, laughing while I was suffering.  Now I am aware that no one noticed me, and normally I am not like this at all.  But for some reason... at the gym, I am so self-conscious.  I hate that about me.

At least in the morning, we are all  2 cups of coffee low.... its more serious in the am.  Maybe one day I will be one of them who are working out and having a good time... just not feeling it right now.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Shelley, when I have worked out in the gym, I have found that the early morning hours are when it is more intense, and less social. That isn't just at In Shape, that is at every gym I've been in. I don't know if we are all still waking up and not feeling much like visiting, or if it is a true determination? I know for me, when I would go to the gym, it took a lot of sacrifice and determination for me to get up at 4:30 to be at the gym by 5, and I wasn't going to mess around! I was going to get to my workout, push my body to it's limits, and then go home and procede with life as a wife and mom.

I pray that you begin to feel more comfortable at the gym no matter what time of day it is.

Blessings,
Lori Scott (yes, the Lori Scott that has known your hubby forever :))

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